Success story - The State of Clear
This is an account of my trip to Austria to receive auditing from Ralph
Hilton and attesting to the State of Clear.
I flew to Austria in September 2001 at the same the day that the heirs
of **** reminds the world of its existence. Should my flight been few
days later, as I wanted, the whole trip would been canceled or delayed.
As the Dalai Lama said: "Remember that not getting what you wants
is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck".
My history in Scientology - " I am afraid he is Type 3".
The desire to get along the Bridge began 23 Years ago when I introduced
to Scientology at Tel- Aviv mission. I have done some introductory
courses and then decided to became an Auditor in order to save the
world (and earned some money too - now I understand how naive I
was). Anyway, my trip to AOSHUK resulted in cave-in as I failed
in my training for Ned Auditor, and my attest in the DCSI. Also I was
thrown out the gate of Saint Hill Manor by the Guard physically
in order to let me who is in Charge.
I have done some intensive in 1984, with a free zone auditor without
any gains and decided to leave Scientology and concentrated in my
education and my career. I had thrown my PC folders into the garbage bin. A kind
have brutal but very effective application of the purpose of Ethics
"To remove counter Intentions from the environment".
Just before that I read my folders and one Class 8 C/S wrote he suspected
I am a Degraded Being and another Class6 Auditor wrote
"I am afraid he is Type 3 (insane).
Looking for other spiritual routes, I didn't find other with comparable
magnitude, so when I got an Internet access few years ago and learned
about the Free zone, I was happy and read a lot of material and done
some Pilot staff. Still something was missing and I started to look
for Auditors in the Internet.
"The outrageous request the have ever heard in the field of
spiritual development"
Looking for an auditor in the net is not an easy task. There are only few
auditors who speak English and practiced full time outside the Church at
Eourpe. I have been in contact with few and spotted some Plus-points
and Out-points with each of them. In order to minimize my mistakes
I asked each of them to ask their current PCs to send me a recommendation
letters. It was quite obvious to me the if this trip failed I will not
continue with Scientology.These days, there are so many ways, so many
Bridges. The funny answer for my request to recommendation letters come
from a well known practitioner who sends me to do my shopping
elsewhere and labels my request as " the outrageous request..."
Hilton Hotel
I have seen Ralph Hilton site and picture few times before I wrote to
him. I did not write because I taught he was Austrian (and as a Jew
and Israeli, I have some disagreement with Austrian people). Anyway
we started emailing and he turn to be an Englishman - a plus-point.
Searching the web I only find plus-points and good words about him.
Also, he does not insist on buying few intensive in advance. So I decided
to go to him and get few intensive (Grades and Ned) - if he turn to
be a good auditor. I did not expect anything
in particular - just to receive 40 hours of auditing more or less.
The word Clear did not even pass my mind. And if nothing will
happened - (no case gain) I took some travel books and will see Austria
and the nearby countries.
Safe environment.
While the rest of the world was busy with the terror attack on USA
I was rolling with a milky train (more then 2 hours ride from Wine
to Ralph place - only 98 kilometers). But, when I arrived I liked the place.
A small town, surrounded by forests with
walking trails, mountains and hills, small rivers, and abundance
of plants and animals. During my stay, I saw some squirrels
but not any Ethics officer. Ralph house is near a police station,
a very safe environment.
"Give me the Damned pot!"
My former auditing was basically grades. A lot of subjective
processes which resemble the following:
Auditor: "what could you say to your mother, if you could say something to her?"
I the Pc: "well, I will tell her, give me some rice."
Auditor: "thank you. What would you...?"
I the PC: "well, I guess I will tell her to give more rice".
Auditor: "Ok. What would you...?"
I the PC:"well, I guess I will tell her to give me the whole damned pot".
Auditor: "Thank you. Your tail is floating. Please go and attest to RR ( Rice Release).
If it would be a SO Auditor he would also say, "I happened to have
here a one billion year contract in the SO. I can
promise you - 3 times a day rice and also some beans. Sign here please".
No foreplay
Ralph auditing is quite different from the above scene. He also does not pay
too much attention to setting up the session ("did you smoke grass lately?")
He did not bother with security check, eligibility, folder error summary,
rehab, checking too much about former auditing, rudiments, and preparations
and all the other stuff which the COS is expert in doing to grab few more
thousands dollars from there poor victims.
In my case, there were no foreplay, no other bullshit.
We went directly to the main dish, to the basics of basics.
Soon we located some basic considerations and events. The auditing was
fast and smooth. I must say that reading Ken Ogger and L kin materials
help me a lot in these few hours I got.
"How much you charge for not auditing me?"
After few hours of auditing, I felt quite relieved. The world seem very
bright to me, some fears I had before arriving disappear, I looked at
The world as new every moment, like Constant Tr0 and few other
states of mind. Also my watch stop clicking - as it feel I don't feel
abbreated about time.
Auditing was smooth and I sometimes blew charge very rapidly,
and soon I became bored with it. Since I was planning to be audited
4 hours a day, I asked Ralph "how much you charge for not
auditing me", which he promptly replied twice the fee for auditing.
The worst disease on Earth.
Soon I was wandering if I am a Clear or not. Ralph gave me some
bulletins to read and I looked at he technical dictionary about the
definitions of Clear. It seem to me a replay of my stay in AOSHUK
when I wonder long time whether I am a Clear. In Austria I have
some doubts like this. (According to this definition I am 100%
Clear, but according to that maybe 82.53 %). I believed that
David Mayo bulletin on Clears can help to resolve this Q&A.
The State of Clear
I decided to skip the definitions phase and address my heart also
and my feelings. Yes. I can be Clear. A big surprise, it was
not planned, but I arrived myself to the Clear cognition so let it be.
So I attest to the State of Clear and soon later start the solo course.
Changes in my life.
What I have noticed after 2 weeks in Israel, which is very
restimulative place?
Well I noticed first that I behave like a Clear should.
There are few or none held 7s in my life. I am a happy
and healthy human being. My tone level is very high
and it is very hard to get me angry like before. I can
also say I have reached the Release State of the Grades
I did not run. I am not afraid or Q&A about new or
hard things as before and numerous other changes.
Acknowledgment
To the hard working people at the COS (not the Junta).
To all my friends in the Free zone.
To Ralph and his spouse Edith. For their Kindness and Hospitality
which help me a lot in my stay. And to the Ralph for his brilliant
C/S and smooth auditing and for giving me exactly what I need.
No more and no less. In about 5 ½ hours I completed l11 and
attest to the state of Clear.
And to Ron Hubbard who started it.
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Hello Everyone,
Clear -- Obtaining a State of Clear was a pleasant surprise. I got a better perspective on my
current case condition and am excited to pursue OT levels. Revitalizating Ministry's excellent CS
service will be key to huge OT wins.
Dear Teril,
This afternoon I did the Sunshine rundown.
It was a cold and windy afternoon, with a wonderful blue sky and some
little pink clouds here and there. After about 15 minutes walking I
realized...the space around me is only a consideration! And then I grasped something
else...what is important...it's only depending on me: a little piece of
paper could be important, or the whole sky...I didn't feel cold
anymore...I was so HAPPY
and I got some tears, I felt connected with everything for a few...my
head was "empty" and light.
I felt more cause. Furthermore a present time problem I had the days
before suddenly desappeared...
The Sunshine Rundown gave me the opportunity to demonstrate to myself the
confidence and perspective gained on going Clear. It was a great test.