Success story from OT1 1. After OT 1 I can be aware more about myself as a thetan. 2. I can distinguish others as bodies and as thetans. 3 I realized that I could feel heavy because I take up other's cases. A.G.

I've finished OT1! I have escaped! I have escaped. All seriousness, worries, concernes, importances, fears and hesitations about having a life, being a person, living a life, and parading shamelessly around with my spongy body in masquerade have completley vanished. The party is on! I love you L. Ron Hubbard! You are the LOVE OF MY LIFE! Thanks to my auditor, c/s, and very dear friend. Thanks to Pat and Ray, and everyone else in the Freezone for keeping the porchlight on! lvToBe

OT1 I have escaped! I have escaped. All seriousness, worries, concernes, importances, fears and hesitations about having a life, being a person, living a life, and parading shamelessly around with my spongy body in masquerade have completley vanished. The party is on! I love you L. Ron Hubbard! You are the LOVE OF MY LIFE! Thanks to my auditor, c/s, and very dear friend. Thanks to Pat and Ray, and everyone else in the Freezone for keeping the porchlight on! lvToBe

OT1 Congratulations to G. in Italy for completing OT1. Here is his cognition: I think my best win is that we are all connected together, like a great sea of life, and that we have had for a too long time the habit to see ourselves separated from each other. We all are part of Life! And from the C/S :- I have a win, too, in that it is a long way from here to Italy, but it can be done thanks to the Internet. Pat

TECH outside COS. Another OT1 Congratulations to P.D. for successful completion of Upper Level I. He writes: My self-awarness is different and felt good wins on OT1. Felt more dynamic and more aware and noticed a lot more of life the way it is, and learned more about objectives." Give him a hand folks! Love, Pat

Win on OT1 I have blown through an entire other reactive mind while doing ot1.That reactive mind was wholly religion. Yes, it was mine. My hands have been shaking for about two hours now. I feel as if I have made the greatest escape possible. I am only here now thinking what I have escaped to...there is no place to go. All dressed up and no place to go. That used to sound very lonely to me. But not now. I have things to create. I believe I have reached a summit here where I now stand as the creater. I feel pleasantly whole and healthy. I admit that I am cause. I want to thank my auditor, (me). I want to thank the person who taught me how to audit and made this possible. ToBe

OT1 Success Bodies -- people -- no bodies -- no people, pretty interesting stuff. It looks like this level is sort of a "polishing' step, perhaps preperatory to more in-debth work. CS

On to Pre OT bridge in 20 mins I'm a new member of this list. My list name refers to the rundown which has been my fondest personal break trough. After 20 years of Scn of which 7 in the SO I was carefully sticking(!) to my own programs. Free zone exec Scn5 disagreed and managed to bring me in contact with Ralph Hilton. Ralph got me out of my "preparation phase" and on to the pre-ot bridge in about 20 minutes. I've been doing very well since! There is however lots of room for improvement. Power of choice over a game, who's the god in a universe, offering or accepting to wear a hat, being safe and a few more concepts are as yet chargey for me. So for now i will mostly consume your postings. I can be capable of valuable contributions though. V.

On starting the OT levels Where to begin? Jeez. I could have written a success story after most sessions, so this could be longish! Wow. I'm not normally a person given to saying "wow" very much - but well - wow! Let's start with perhaps the least of the wins. When I came to Ralph's place after a while I started to notice new things in the environment. I mainly put it down to being in a new place. But after a while I couldn't help but notice the world kind of seemed new. On the way to Ralph's in the morning I couldn't help but notice that one building seemed to have a whole new piece that I had never seen before. I remarked to Ralph that I kept noticing new things. Then, that lunchtime, I noticed something that kind of gob-smacked me. Any of you who have been here will know that there are ski slopes near by. I had seen this when I came - or I thought I had. A few days previously I wandered around town and saw this map of the mountain with the ski slopes. There seemed to be several ski slopes on the map. I thought to myself, "No, that map has to be wrong, there is only one ski slope on the mountain, I'm sure. I've looked. I can only see one ski slope." Looked up at the mountain and, sure enough, there was only one ski slope. But as I walked down the hill on this particular day suddenly I could see all the ski slopes. It was like a whole chunk of the mountain hadn't existed for me before. I couldn't believe it. Then as I walked back I said to myself, "Oh no, this can't be true, there is a whole building there I have never seen before". Now I kind of thought of myself as a reasonably together, in PT kind of guy, but I had to admit that I hadn't been anywhere near it. I wondered how I had ever managed to navigate around before or even how I got to Ralph's in the first place! Then I realized that I actually had been right - there sure are a lot of people who were further from PT than I had been. "How do they cope" I mused. It seemed astonishing. On starting OT2 I noticed this was, well, shattering auditing. It kind of seemed to me that I was taking a sledgehammer to something and bashing it. I would sit in the chair and do the things you do on this level and the meter was going bang. Next command - bang. Next command - bang. Falls and blowdowns coming at the rate of - well I don't know exactly - quite a number every minute - and the needle rising again pretty well as fast as it fell - next command - bang. I soon realized you could fire off more commands to get more blowdowns faster than the needle could rise again. It really was like taking a sledgehammer to case and smashing it up. And finally I smashed right on through - splintered it to pieces. "Uh, you got me, after all this time" was the exact thought that came back. It was such a relief. (Perhaps a bit more on that later). Another session wasn't just shattering - it was plain explosive. I had my attention on something on a planetary scale. And I had the meter going like before with lots of falls and blowdowns. Except this one didn't seem to want to shatter. Kept going. Then ka-boom! This previously unsuspected mass just blew apart, exploded off. I felt it go both of my shoulders and the planet. And with it this grief charge. And I was just about to let the tears come to my eyes when I noticed I couldn't - I was gasping for breath. My space had suddenly blown out so far that there was a vacuum and I couldn't breathe. Fortunately it passed quickly. Shortly after I had this peculiar reality. It was like having LRH standing behind me. Previously I had seen other people mention that they felt like they had some comm. from the old man - to which I thought, "you pretentious bastard, don't believe you". But I swear that was what it was like (so I take back my pretentious bastard thoughts there OK). It was like he said, "Thank you, I hadn't spotted that one" and he gave me this pointer about metering that I hadn't got before. That was some session. I went back to my room that night and I wondered if anything had changed in the world. Switched on the CNN news. Now news people - well you know - they always seem to like relaying bad news. But that evening it was different. It seemed that all the stories were about people resolving their conflicts and starting peace talks and such things. It was amazing. Now what else, ah, yes. People talk about 4th dynamic engram in relation to the no-interference zone and OT3 in particular. Well - hmm - yes, if you're going to pick a dynamic which it lies across I guess you have to pick the 4th. But it actually lies directly or indirectly lies across all of them. It is one thing to hear a tape like RJ67 and go, "Oh my god", but with it applying to the 4th dynamic - well it seemed kind of distant for me. What is the 4th dynamic after all - it is people in foreign countries, anonymous faces on trains. The 2nd and 3rd are about people you know, love, work with and with whom you share interests and purposes. The 4th, because of the numbers involved, is almost by definition about people you don't know. So the concept '4th dynamic engram' is a little bit removed from one's day to day reality. Well, if you think like that, as I did, let me tell you that you are in for a shock. It gets personal. Confronting the catastrophe up close can get personal - don't resist it or you won't really make it - just be warned and ready for a gob smacking reality shift when it comes. All I can say is that if you've got the balls for it, it is well worth it. The resurgence is very well worth it indeed. Then there is the matter of clear. Ha! If I could have a pound (dollar, euro, shekel if you prefer) for every confusion I had on that subject I would be a rich man. What did LRH mean when he said people should be routed up even if "they can still see some pictures" (clearly implying they are supposed to have none)? And then in DMSMH he says almost, apparently, the exact reverse when he says clears can recall with full visio, tone-audio etc. Well, anybody out there who is clear who ponders this question - don't ponder it - just move - please - there is an answer. And in spotting the answer to that - well it opens up a whole new game I promise. Then there is perhaps the most moving of my wins. When I talked about relief earlier and also about this here 4th dynamic engram getting personal. Phew. I don't know how to say this. In fact I can't really without throwing people below this level into something they perhaps don't really need to have their attention on. But, well, to blow some balled up, snarled up theta that you have held dear for so long and to dis-enturbulate it. It defies description. It still brings tears to my eyes. I can only say thank you to all those along the way who have helped because this has been the most deeply moving honour to do this thing. And the recovery of self in so doing. You just have to do this to find out. Love, Nick.

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