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Wow. There is nothing to describe the feeling of having a totally clean space. Nothing there that I'm not putting there myself in present time. I totally understand what LRH meant by "Never regret yesterday. Life is in you today and you create your tomorrow." I know that the past is ashes. The present and future are where the game is. HB |
I've just finished OT3, at least for now. My main
win is an extension to that of OT2. More certainty
in all three universes. Particularly my own.
I had some pretty extreme physical manifestations for a lot of this level. While running it I would get into very heavy breathing. As much or more so as doing very brisk exercising. After session It would take 10 minutes to get my breath to normal. I don't know if this is usual, but I feel, for me, its some sort of indication of how much charge was being released and was a very interesting experience. When this level started flattening out, I found I just wanted to do some simple NOTs handlings. So I did, very clumsily I might add. But they worked! I then decided I'd better study more NOTs materials. From that I got an intuition that If I went back to some of the more intense parts of OT2, I'd start getting it to read again. And it did!! ( I'd tried and failed on that a few times) I'm very happy to be doing some more of OT2. :) bb |
Well, as I'm loosing a big amount of charge day by day, I get gradually more
and more OT. That says most of it!
Sorry that I have not posted much, OT3 seemed to be quite a challenge and I was not in a communicative mood - expect with those connected to me and it of course. Now its easier, so I pick up these pt commlines again. I wish everyone else here, who has not done it yet, to get tru the wall of fire!!! Safely and as soon as possible. Life feels so much different on the other side! Wish you all the same or better wins. Freezoner01 |
Just started doing OT3, here in beautiful Semmering.
This morning was my best session so far. I had many
strange feelings and somatics turn on and off. This parralleled lots
of meter action. I was a bit suprised to find at the end I had a
greater sense of physical well-being.
Further surprise that after finishing session I was somewhat more exterior than usual. This lasted for several hours. :) This stuff works. :) bb |
I finally figured a way to post a success story to this list that says
enough to have some of the more OT among you able to nod sagely and
without necessarily putting the rest of you in over your heads.
Imagine this if you will. You're locked in a room. Actually you've been there a devil of a long time, but you were not aware of this up to now. You have several other inmates in the room with you. One of them holds the key to getting out, but you don't know which one. In fact no-one in the room knows who has the key or even what it would look like if it leapt out and bit them on the nose. To make matters worse about half of the inmates in the room are there for quite other purposes than to help either you or anyone else get out. Indeed, they alone have some not so pleasant comm lines out of the room and the answer could lie down there. The rest of the occupants are as good as dead. Except maybe one - but this one won't speak to you or co-operate in any way. Indeed this one has been absolutely and utterly successful at not communicating to anyone else in the room for eons and, since the only others in the room who can communicate are of evil intent, believes, as if the future of the entire universe depended on it, that any and all communication from you must, therefore, be of further evil intent. Oh, and you have about 2 hours tops to find this key before your body becomes completely an utterly knackered. You're already sweating and it's your move. Do you try to resurrect the dead? Do you try to deal with those whose mission is to make sure you never get out? Do you deal with their masters? Do you work on the one who won't talk? Or maybe you have to do several of these options! The clock is ticking. Well, I'll not answer the questions posed by this hypothetical riddle. But I will say this: YEE HAH :-) And that moment of release is oh so sweet. Nick |
I dont' do that often, but now here is some report
from the non-interference zone.
I'm back on OT3 the 3rd time within a year, this level is active for me in the last weeks again, after digging away a lot more OT2. It seems to work that way: digging on OT2 - till the wins are almost unbearably big, with huge TA action and F/TAs - - then is suddenly slips over into OT3 and things get heavy... but when I spot that it's OT3 and start getting it off, again big wins and VVGI's resume. And things change remarcably all over the dynamics. So, in the last weeks I am back on OT3 the 3rd time. And its running way deeper than before. The size and charge of things that "asks for handing" is quite huge at this time, wondering what can still come up later!? But despite the personal danger (yeah it is sometimes heavy), it's very-very good to release the charge and help others be free. And the wins are equally deeper, bigger. Yesterday evening I saw a spectacluar meter phenomena. I felt very tired for hours, and when I got home late night, the TA was about 6. My win was that I could right away confront that stuff, and spotting the evil purpose of that cl, after some spectacular literally room-shaking R/S it blew - TA from 6 to 3.5 in 1/2 minute. But boy it was rocking... Right after I felt fresh and light again : ) Anyway, I am not good at writing success "stories". My message is that OT3 can go deeper and deeper, if one is persevering enough on OT2 - and its really worth to dig! FZ01 |
I just came out of session. And - ah - well - I am relieved. Out of breath, tears of relief
running down my face. That was some as-isness I got there.
A long time ago I made a promise to a bunch of people who were very afraid. Not for the first time and despite my best and not inconsiderable efforts, I was, in terms that most would understand, unsuccessful. Except that a being never gives up on a promise and the failure is haunting. Earlier this year, when I came into the Freezone and FZAOINT in particular I wrote to the lady who was at that time holding the tech post: "...for pitys sake, please let me smash up that 4D engram thing. It NEEDs to be done. Not for me - who gives a shit about me - I care about the ones who have been harmed and who depended on me. They depended on me and now they are broken." Well, I am pleased to say that I have now kept my promise. It is such a huge relief and, indeed, an honour to be able so to do. No more sessions for a day or two I think. I have to adjust to this!!! Nick |
Good morning.
I am now auditing on Section 3 O.T. and have been for about 3 weeks. The wins and gains so far from this action alone are numerous and have already surpassed all my expectations. The post a few days ago by BB stating something written by ToBe is spot on. I do not know how to describe the changes that have occured already In that write-up, V.I. states and I Quote: (Well, I'm off to my third session of OT3 tonight and I can tell you this, I feel satisfied. If I had to do this for the rest of my life I can tell you, right now I could look ahead and live happily ever after. I could do this for the rest of my life) unquote. This is an unbelievable level. I feel so much more at peace and my understanding of what we are all about on this planet is increasing with each session: A very big thank you to my C/S-course Sup and good friends Franklin and Mary for a job VVWD. Franklin's supervising skills are second to none in my estimation. ARC T. D. |
All of my life I have been PTP'ed!
I was wondering around learning to walk and talk. Then I moved around a lot. I moved to the big city, the only white person on the block. Then herion took me off the clock. The church took me in as a guest at first. I worked three jobs 20 years to cope with the worst. Dianetics ..what a ditch. Sec checks ..what a bitch. Then came grades and fprd and I started to realize nothing was free. The Sea Org.. they said I was "chosen".. But After six years I couldn't be frozen. You think that's the worst.. that went on in my life? Oh no! I came home with twins.. ....somebodies wife! But a few weeks ago, I started OT3. I'm sitting here now in great randomity.. and feeling no PTP's. Life is not a ptp. Life is not a ptp. This is it now. I'm really going free. It's all just plus randomity. I'm so damned happy. I'm so damned happy. Thank you all for being here, and helping me. Thank You for helping me. love, V.I. |
There are these fixed ideas of people about OT. Such as knocking hats off! I think the
promotion of the OT levels could have been a little smoother. I was turned off about doing
the OT levels from the PR. Especially OT3: "Wall of fire.. broken arms.. freedom from overwhelm...
you'll die if you read it...."
The PR seemed like a threat to me! I would have promoted OT3 as "handleing life interruptions". I mean, it seems to me that's what it is really about. For me. I'm just handleing the BPC of life interrupted. About "knocking off hats", one thing that got to be a drag for me up through clear, was having my universe change and then not see it reflected anywhere in the environment. OT3 really changed that. I see the results instantly in my life, environment, luck, knowingness. It just rolls right out there and changes everything. I'm dreaming dreams I didn't dare to dream before. I am doing things and making things happen that I didn't try before. My environment it getting hit with order and beauty and magic and it is changing in a rapid way. Hate to sound like a former druggy, but it's like a shot of speed, a continual rush. The magic is coming back. I think when people get into this realm of existance, "knocking off hats" and performing such tricks is on a mest level comparable to putting on gloves to clean the toilet. There are many things I accomplished in the last week, in the physical universe, that was "impossible" for me to do three weeks ago. And more than ever, I see how "relative" the states of OT are. I heard a lot of verbal tech about OT3 and what I would experience and about 90% has not been true for me. I am in a universe like no other. There is no A=A. I haven't been repelled by anything I've done on OT3. It's been like surfing a wave of magic and theta and affinity, wholly embraceable. It's been such a pleasure to reach on this level. I think , it's a discovery of finding out who you really are. And even better, finding out who others really are. It's such a damned pleasure trip. And through this as reasoning becomes sharper one discovers the simplicity of ethics and how native this is to a thetan. It's pure joy for me. I have found myself turning around in motion...from efforting to withdraw and escape through Scientology...to now, efforting to reach and touch. But you know, you just have to do it to understand that "knocking off hats" is such a minor experience. V.I. |
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