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I dont really know what I did to get in this state. Actually I find it a bit hard to conceive how I ever got so convinced that a body and mest, the whole thing was important in the first place. I am not too sure what is happening here. But it was a giant relief to all of a sudden be able to really see again. I sort of "relaxed" into not worrying about it, and pow, there it all was clear as day. Well, about a thousand times clearer than day. About like day compared to being in a block of lead. This is a win that I have spent 30 years seeking. More than that really, but at least the last thirty with the hope that perhaps Scientology could help. And now, I see the spectrum at the end of the tunnel. What a wonderful feeling of relief and joy. Hot dog! We are all going to make it out of the soup once and for all. I can very easily promise you that now. LRH believed in us all along. Now I am beginning to see why. As a matter of fact, I am just beginning to see, period. |
>So has anyone observed personally OT abilities? If so what exactly?
>particularly of interest anyone who personally worked along side LRH.
The abilities tend to be sporadic. Once a girl I was working with told me over lunch that she had been diagnosed with cancer. She knew almost nothing about Scn. I looked into her space, found a malevolent charge in restim, and blew it. She went back to the doctor for tests and there was no trace of the cancer. On another occasion I knocked a malevolent presence out of someone's space who was about 10 miles away. Her boyfriend had told me that she was very ill with conjunctivitus. The next day he said that she had fainted at the exact time of my action and the infection vanished. Another friend burnt her hand badly on an oven once. I vanished the burns by as-isness in a couple of minutes. My girlfriend had an employee tuning pianos who called her from the hospital to say that he had a bad infection in his arm and that the doctor was going to amputate it. She audited the arm remotely and he called back in an hour saying that the infection had reduced and the doctor now said he'd recover fine without surgery, which he did. Sometimes machines respond to theta and entheta. I remember a rather gruimpy C/S at Flag. One day I was walking up to chocolate milk machine and observed him lose his money getting no milk. As I went up to put in my quarter, he said that the machine didn't work. I said that it did, looking him in the eye with a slight grin. I put the money in and handed him one of the 2 chocolate milks that came out. The photocopier on the ship was particularly sensitive. On several occasions it wouldn't work for someone else but behave perfectly when I used it. I remeber going up to the coffee machine at DC org where a massy individuals had tried twice to get a coffee then stood aside with disgruntlement. I put in my money and got my coffee out. He went back and tried again - no coffee. Once, on the ship, I was walking on a very dark deck and postulated some light to see better. When I went back down into the engine room a friend looked at me and said "What is that wierd orange glow around you?" I as-ised the light and he then saw it disappear. Once I was running back from Clearwater beach while on the purif with a slim, lightly built girl. We saw 4 big men trying to push a car out of a ditch. I suggested that we go and help. I got a rather surprised look from the 4 men when we offered to help and an even more surpised one when the car was out of the ditch half a minute later. I can often get peoples' attention at a distance by postulate without speaking. I remember someone left his briefcase in the courseroom which I noticed a few minutes later. I intended the thought that he had forgotten his briefcase into his space. He returned shortly afterwards and smilingly said "Thanks, I got your message!" LRH rarely demonstrated things openly so I only heard a few 2nd hand reports. Sometimes he would send messengers to staff on the ship with exact indications of the bpc they were sitting in at the time. I was told by 2 people that they had observed him as-is a distant statue and various other stories but I tend to accept what I perceive myself. His presence was quite tangible. If he went off the ship I would usually feel when he came back within a few hundred yards of the ship. Ralph Hilton |
>So has anyone observed personally OT abilities? If so what exactly?
The best OT abilities for you to observe are your own. For example, not that long after I got into Scn, I was out one night for a (relatively) quiet drink with friends. I arrived early and ordered a drink. The pub was empty apart from one guy sitting at the bar. He was reading a newspaper and took no notice of me whatsoever. I was musing (chewing!) over the statement in 0-8 that creating a perfect duplicate of something would cause it to vanish. I decided to make a perfect duplicate of the guy sitting at the bar. He was gone. Like really gone - I could see the wall etc behind where he has been sitting quite clearly. I nearly spluttered in my beer (I hadn't really expected it to happen - I simply didn't put any attention on the negative and just made this very light decision - always the sort which are guaranteed to work). Anyhow, I decided this was an overt and I should put him back. He re-appeared. Something must have happened in the other guy's space because, having completely ignored me up to this point, he looked up from his newspaper and gave me the most quizzical look I've ever seen on anyone's face! Now - back to the best OT abilities to observe are your own. Do you believe my story? Well, possibly. We are all taught not to evaluate or invalidate after all. But do you really believe me? Are you convinced? Probably not. But what if the same thing had happened to you! Different story then isn't it. You wouldn't need convincing - you'd know. Nick |
There is an OT ability I would like everyone of you to have. Some of you, I am sure have already had this cognition. It isn't a new one for me, what is new is a new level of responsiblity as a result of solo auditing.
Would I like to have others have the same gains as I have? Of course I would. So I'm going to assure that those who just maybe haven't happened to look at this subject do, because it will save many, many hours of auditing if you know this. The basic is, the word is not the thing. The word "cup" is not a "cup". It is what we use to represent the object so we can communicate. In Dianetics this translates into what gives the engram its power. Words. Command value is words. "Get out of here" (bouncer) "We are all in this together" (grouper) "I can't feel anything" (denyer) are all words. Words lose their power when you repete them. That is where repeater technique comes in. That is where the repetative value of the CC course and OT II comes in. Just words. Or symbols. Words are symbols, and symbols are symbols, they just represent the thing. The mind holds together because of words and symbols. The words represent a mass, so dumb dumb thetan mocks up the mass it represents. Automatically. Just because he hasn't inspected the relationship between words and mass. We saw a little of this in action on Tone 40 on an ashtray. Shouting, was shouting words. Words didn't do anything to the ashtray. All this stuff about GPMs, it is words. End words. Represent lists, down to an item that is a word that represented something to the Thetan who then kept it created for various and asundry reasons known only to him. In later tech, probably after 1965, a service fac was found by computation...and that is more words. There is mass, and there is significance. The mass is just a mass, and the significance is simply assigned to it. One of the gains of Clearing was that I could think a thought without an automatic negative thought countering it automatically. The thought or concept, or even words if I chose, did not connect to any mass unless I assigned it to the mass. Words in...put the name to the mass. Words out, take the word out of the mass. We got a little of that in word clearing clay demos. Pictures, you know, that whole track stuff, those are symbols. They aren't the thing...they are just copies one keeps around, I guess to share the experience. Or to keep an identity (identity, another word that represents the thing) or to prevent something from happening again. Or, maybe keeps the pictures just to beat himself up with for a few trillion years. So how does this shorten your bridge? By realizing that words and things are two separate identities you can start to apply it to your daily life as well as your sessions. You'll have to work on it a bit, trying even to find a good example of how you could use this information might not come easy. If you are alert for it though, the application time will show up. If not, touch that wall. Then notice what you are touching...and that "wall" is just a word. Pat Krenik |
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