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Hey! I just finished auditing on OT4. Great! I am completely exterior- the body is so, so, so small- I can, and I am expanding to fill any space that I want. I am completely exterior to my body; My perceptions are sharp and crystal clear. The mountains and the trees that I see right now from this window are sharp and vivid! Thanks for the certainty! TN |
When I read DMSMH back in 1953, I saw it as a way
that I could break the cycle of insanity I could see
being passed down from genration to generation in my
family. Today, I ended session(Nots DRD) with a big
"MISSION ACCOMPLISHED! Persistence pays! And I owe
the Freezone a big thanks and lots of ARC.
Love, Fran |
If I wanted others to experience the same wins and gains I was having I would say
"HELL YEAH BABY!!!" and let me tell you auditing on NOTS is unbelievable. I
did not believe wins like this were possible. I blew some charge the other
day and my husband came home and had a major win on his case (while he was at
work and 1 hour away from me, mind you!) at the exact same time I had my win.
major somatics handled for the first time in my life, etc. I can't even
begin to tell you I am so so so excited. I can't wait to go in session every
single day. Also I gotta say Pat is the greatest -
she is my C/S.
ARC Maggi |
I started Scientology 26 years ago. I accomplished quite a bit in the first 6 or 7 years but the
last decade and a half haven't been stellar. On the other hand, as I told Ralph between sessions,
after OT3 the cognitions never really stopped, so if anyone had said that I was "off the bridge" I
certainly would not have shared his or her opinion.
Ironically, it was in an audited NOTS session some 20 years ago, that I decided I could have a family and do Scientology. Seems like it just wasn't happening though. After visiting the FZAO in Austria, I believe I will be able to finish the bridge, even the optional pieces. In Ralph I found a wide ranging and fundamental grasp of Scientology Technology, a commitment to deliver it standardly, and I found a better computer technician than me - unfortunately. (It stressed my considerable self-esteem.) It was interesting to pick up the cans and start up right where I left off more than a decade ago. Of course Ralph had me pretty well sorted out in the first half hour, then it was hard to get any chair time in because of those pesky F/Ns. All told we only got 3 hrs in over a 2-day period. Of course the gaps were filled in with conversations that were almost as interesting as the auditing. I have mixed feelings about the church. I've been rooting for it for so long that I'm kind of sad to let go. On the other hand, I've always had more interest in the technology of Scientology rather than in its means of propagation. I guess as long as the church runs a scarcity racket on auditing and keeps declaring people on political rather than technical grounds they are just going to do a create on the FZ and me a favor in the process. And to Ralph: Hey, we knocked something loose, I exteriorized yesterday morning as I was waking up, not for long and not much control - but I enjoyed the hell out of it! And to bb and the others that participated in the OT2 thread/discussion: that was interesting and possibly useful sometime. And to the CoS observer assigned: take the tech hat - they are always white and you'll feel better. M |
Since I have been on Solo NOTs, I notice a lot of little things going
on around me. Life is better. The stories about the things that happen
on solo NOTs are true. Sometimes they are hard to see but they are
interesting. People are changing around me. People that never talked
or never had a reason to talk to me are smiling and saying hello. At
first I went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror to see if I
have my shirt on backwards, hair uncombed or my pants unzippered. It seems
that my space is calming down even more than it was before. Now I had
some killer wins on OT2 and OT3. I thought after I finished OT2
that there was nothing left to audit! My space went on forever. It
was so quiet.
A good win at work was we meet every Monday morning to discuss all the projects that we are working on. The boss goes through all the projects and at the end says that we have a new project. It seems that sales has sold two of these new devices and guess what? No one has ever built this before. They tried but it didn't work. Not only do we have to build two but they have to ship by March 1st. Oh good. Well the breadboard set-up didn't work. I had it sitting on my bench and it didn't work. Crap. I sat down and went though all the standard think on it and it sat there dead to the world. Crap. I went out for a smoke, came back in and looked at it again. Then I realized that I had done all the standard things that all the other engineers in all the other companies had done all over the world. There did not seem to be any reason why it would work. They knew that it didn't work. I knew that they knew it didn't work. I had been in agreement with them. So...I decided not to agree with them. I tried it again and it worked. Crap again. How do I explain this to the boss? I did not change anything with the bread board and it's now working. Oh well. I just finished assembling the first prototype today and guess what. It works. I will convince the enginners tomorrow that it is fine and have their agreement that it does work. Then they will convice the factory people to build like Marc did and it will work and everything will be fine. The company will make a fortune off of this product. (They had better not fire me, postulates can be changed) Not a day goes by that I don't think of where I would be if RON hadn't decided to release the tech. A BIG pair of boots to be sure. No doubt a hard choice for him. Not a day goes by that I don't look at the other people that I work with and see at lunch and feel a little sorry for them. You see, even though they are "doing good" and have a nice car, house and family, they are mortal. They are going to die. They may even know with a resonable certainty that they are an immortal being. But without a way out...they will die. Now, I know that my body will wear out or I'll get tired of it or I'll smash it into something at high speed. Um, sounds interesting :). But I, I will not die. I'll have to start a new game, but my options are infinite compaired to my workmates. I have RON to thank for this. They will die and grab another body and die and... When the boss at work is a little overwhelmed and comes to me to see if I need help. (I love this.) I tell him that I will make my target and that he doesn't have to worry. I flow a little theta towards him and send him on his way. He smiles and I get back to work. Anyone can move up the BRIDGE without tons of money and without tons of time. You can always read a book or as I found out re-read a book. It seem that everytime I re-read one of RON's books I see it from another view point. It was as if RON made the BRIDGE so that people would understand his books! Strange but real to me. We need to get trained. The TECH is true power. Power to change conditions and people. Ok, off the box. Who's next? Marc |
Steve Tustin recently completed Solo Nots, and is now
doing OT8. For those who want an illustrated success story,
you can visit Steve's website at http://www.st83.org and
look under "Semmering Trip".
bb
Success Story On Sunday I had a really good time. Ralph doesn’t start till 2pm on Sunday so I took my assigned Time Track of Theta tapes, circa 1952, rode the gondola up to the ski lodge, (picture below), then climbed the observation tower that you can see the square shadow of, in the foreground. Listening to the tapes, about an hour after I took this picture, I had a significant shift in viewpoint. Now I own and have listened to these tapes maybe 8 or 10 times before. This time I really understood what he was trying to communicate. Sad but true. What I got this time was that LRH had the awareness characteristic of a solo NOTs completion in 1952. So, apparently, do I, by the way. Anyway, it has forced me to reconsider some assumptions. I always knew the bridge was developed backwards but I never realized that LRH was that far out ahead of the rest of us. What took me 26 years with a pretty well paved road under me took him a very few, maybe a couple of years, with no tech except that which he ad-libbed as he went along. Rather extraordinary. And this, coming from a guy who doesn't like taking directions, would rather figure it out for himself, and never really liked clapping at busts and saying ‘hip hip hurray‘. I guess we all have to drop a little of our conceit and accept some help if we expect to make it. ST |
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